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Tuesday 24 February 2004

Dear God, Please kill me!

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Please help me i want to die right now. NO one needs to know or no one needs to know me. I'm not worth being here God doesn't needs me. Nor does anyone that's alive. Please kill Me please I beg. I beg of you. Please hurry

Rcahel said on April 5, 2005 12:45 AM:

i need to bee killed life suxs and i need to die

Nestor said on November 25, 2005 10:22 AM:

Pleas God kill me, I hate my self and this dammned world around me!!!!

Hanna said on February 15, 2006 5:21 AM:

I can live with nothing
yet, there is nothing worth living for

Harvey said on February 23, 2006 2:34 PM:

I have little to live for outside of the pathetic joy of overeating, drinking and watching television. I am a financial and emotional burden on my family. I often think of just driving my shitty car off a cliff at night - at least then my family might get some insurance money. I'm just worried because I don't want to suffer in death. But honestly the suffering of this shitty life is reaching the point where it would be worth it to end myself. I don't want or deserve pity, just the chance to leave life without leaving piles of bills to my family. Please God, if you do exist in any form, end my miserable life. You must recognize that I am not a good man, that my presence and the resources I consume could be put to better use by another. You must recognize that I serve no one but my own selfish desires. You must recognize that in every conceivable way this world would be better without me. Please, just wink me out of existence.

Life's an illusion, love's a dream.

Myriam said on April 2, 2006 3:03 AM:

I can't go on anymore, please free me from myself, protect my mother, why are 60 years to go so long???

drowning, but not aloud to die

God, save me

Jimi Pendergrass said on April 8, 2006 8:23 PM:

Dear Lord, My whole life has consisted of nothing but Pain and Misery. I have nothing in this world to live for. My existence is a constant mockery of how you allow parasites to dwell on earth. The world has much to gain from my death. I've lost all of my true friends. I've lost my motivation to do anything at this point. They say it will get better, but my pain only grows worse as time goes by. I can't live like this anymore. I will eventually end up taking my own life when I overcome my fears of doing so, but I would rather you take me out of this world since you brought me in it. Please Lord..............

Scorpio said on May 21, 2006 9:08 AM:

Oh God i ve always asked u for one wish or the another which u never fullfilled. Plz this is the last one > Put my miserable life to end as now i dont have the will and motivation to live!! please god this is the last time in my life i am asking you for anything.

sh said on May 29, 2006 2:25 PM:

I've Given up asking for it,
I am just waiting for an answer which I know I will not get it very soon,
because of the exact same reason that I am asking for it.

Amit Pramanik said on June 6, 2006 6:52 PM:

Dear Lord

I am being suffering for quiet long time more than 14 years, I met a girl recently but but she also has feelings for others I know she is going to cheat behind my back once I get married but I still Love her very much I am been a burden to my parents and my entire familly and no one understand me I really want to die have mercy on me and please kill me dear lord I cannot bear this pain later if she goes and have relationship with surj Please kill me dear lord before i bear more pains Please dear Lord it a request.

Amen
Yours Servant Amit

jardoen said on June 28, 2006 4:41 AM:

Dear god kill me or fix me im only 18 and i have backpain i cant dont thing my life is fucked.

chandan said on July 4, 2006 6:30 AM:

God please take me away from this wretched world. This is only fit for people like Shipra and Kiran. I have been a person who runs away from everything, I think if U put me in hell I will not be happy there either, just like in this one. Why did U even bring me into this world? I was so happy not meeting her, U got me to the pinnacle of happiness and pushed me down the cliff with every piece of me crushed. Of all the things she took away from me what I wanted the most--my trust. I dont have any life left inside, why do u want me to have one on the surface? Why? Give life to people who crave for one, who are dying of sickness but want to live. If I have to go thru a painful death for someone to get life, then thats fine too. Atleast it is worth it. I pray to you O Lord, the One I did not believe in--if U r out there somewhere Kill me because I still Love her and I hate myself for that.

DC said on July 13, 2006 6:18 PM:

Please God, I know everybody here wants to die. So, could you please do the rest of the world a favour and put them out of their whining ass miseries. Life sux but it would suck alot less without these people bringing me down. Your man (gives em the guns) DC

CJL said on July 14, 2006 9:43 PM:

Dear God,
I think its obvious that on this website that some of your lesser creations are actually conscious of their dilemma. For the ones smart enough to realize, like myself, that life isn't worth living but suicide isn't worth an eternity in hell please kill us. I have done everything I can, and I'm at the end I think. I am so smart, so nice, so kind, and nothing has come through for me. A few times I asked for you help in the details of my endevours, but none of them have come through. If you are ever going to grant any of my requests please grant me a death that is quick, painless, and as little a burden upon those who were supposed to love me.

Eric said on July 24, 2006 5:30 PM:

Please dear Jesus, either help me or kill me. I mean this in desperate seriousness. I can't make it. I really cannot make it. Why do you demand that we use our gifts, then give us no fu^king opportunity to use them? 5 years I've been in writhing desperate pain with no relief. END THIS NOW. One way or another. Kill me or help me cause I can't continue on like this any longer. How many times have I asked and prayed? How much more do you want from me? I've studied your word, I made modifications to my life and yet NOTHING! I could have done nothing and gotten the same results.

Kill me or help me lord, I can't do this any longer.

JP said on July 26, 2006 3:29 AM:

It is interesting how many people feel as miserable as me and are asking God to have mercy and end their lives. We feel worthless but are too afraid of killing ourselves, so we just ask God to "undo" his mistake. By looking at how many people are asking, it doesn't look like he will be helping with that. Maybe we should just STAND UP, stop being AFRAID and FIGHT!! What do we have to loose? LET'S FIGHT BACK and face life! Whatever happens to us will be better than feeling like this, let's just stand up from these chairs and couches and SCREAM OUT LOUD: I'M ALIVE AND I AM FIGHTING BACK, LIFE! YOU SUCK BUT I'LL LIVE OR DIE TRYING!!!!!!

it's not that we are too afraid to do it ourselves. At least not for all of us.
I have prayed for death for a while. But it is because I don't want my family and friends to bury a suicide. I don't want them to have that additional pain on top of my death that it was a suicide. I don't want them to feel they hate me and I never want them to blame themselves. So while praying for death I seek ways of ending it that won't look like suicide.

it's not that we are too afraid to do it ourselves. At least not for all of us.
I have prayed for death for a while. But it is because I don't want my family and friends to bury a suicide. I don't want them to have that additional pain on top of my death that it was a suicide. I don't want them to feel they hate me and I never want them to blame themselves. So while praying for death I seek ways of ending it that won't look like suicide.

Lord,I'm so tired of this situation in my life.I know You are woth me all the time.But somehow I feel I would be happier with You.Iknow You want to use me in tihs life.Please,help me so that I could enjoy the rest of the days You left me.I believe it will be worth living for...

Lord,I'm so tired of this situation in my life.I know You are with me all the time.But somehow I feel I would be happier with You.Iknow You want to use me in tihs life.Please,help me so that I could enjoy the rest of the days You left me.I believe it will be worth living for...

Bob said on August 7, 2006 1:18 AM:

If you're still alive, Post here

You ever get the feeling either god doesn't exist or he just doesn't care. Either way the end result is the same. But if he does exist what kind of a god is he to allow his children to suffer, good people to feel pain while evil shitheads in positions of power laugh and enjoy the finer things in life. He say's he is our father, but I would NEVER treat or allow my child to suffer and go through what I and many others have endured especially if I had the power to AT LEAST give some sort of comfort. But he has abandoned us all, skipped town with no child support. A dead beat god. I would rather worship a rock, at least I have the comfort of actually knowing it exist. And yes GAWD, feel free to strike me dead. At least you will have finally done something for me since the years I dedicated to you amount to dick.

unanswered said on August 22, 2006 9:07 AM:

This is not a world for the meek. Yet God puts us on it.
For what purpose is this suffering.
I have prayed for death for 14 years, and remain ignored by my creator. I feel like a mistake. I don't seem to fit in anywhere. Always mocked, always a freak
I realize I am too weak to kill myself. I think about my family's reaction and the debt I am in. And something there telling me suicide is wrong. I cannot overcome these things.
I want God to step in and 'fix' this mess he created. Am I asking so much? I was made sensitive in a world made for the strong. A mistake was made. I try to fix my mistakes. Why can't God. It doesn't seem fair.
I am tired of suffering, tired of my sensitive heart being pulped by the masses and my own mind. The heart stiches itself up while asleep only to be mashed again the next day. An endless cycle.
Am I amusing Him? Do my failures entertain Him? Is that why I'm still here, always here......

accused said on August 27, 2006 8:07 PM:

Every one accuses me. I left every one for my guy... my dad accused me for that. Then, my mom, my bros sis all my relatives.
I was still holding on, coz my hubby was there for me. Now he accuses me..........that his life is ruined.......Kill me god !!!! please.....................kill me

shattered said on August 29, 2006 2:44 AM:

You took me once, but sent me back. It was so nice there. I cannot go on like this. Please, please, Please have it in your heart to welcome me into heaven and get me out of this hell that I live in everyday. Please help me, NOW

GOD COME BLESS MY PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING... Bless me. I have soo much to live for, but often I think of not being here. Selfish right? Well, it's human nature to feel what we feel. Just be strong and trust in GOD... If you believe he will never leave you nor will he forsake you. I am still here for a reason. I am depress right now as I SPEAK but GOD directed me here to see the many words of sorrow hearts.... I refuse to ask GOD to take my life. I'm trying to seek a better living that's all. I love myself. I love the LORD. I love everyone.... Hey you want encouragement EMAIL ME>.. we can suffer this shit together and get through it HE WILL NEVER LEAVE US NOR WILL HE FORSAKE US.... EMAIL ME if you DARE want help

failure said on November 12, 2006 1:52 AM:

i was also gonna write to god to take me away but i m not gonna do that nemore so what that i m afailure so what that i dont get success i will work i will not give up give all of these people courage and will to fight may they become fighters instead of whinners. cheers god thanks for showing me this website u the best ;-) amen luv ya

just live said on December 17, 2006 2:36 AM:

you only get one life, live it don't throw it away there may be more to live for than you know.

Gremlin said on December 21, 2006 1:29 PM:

I've wanted to die all my life. I've tried all kinds of doctors, antidepressants, and nothing works. I'm too scared to take my own life, so I'm waiting for god to take it for me. So far no luck, I don't think he's listening.

WallaS said on December 27, 2006 9:49 PM:

Im just 18 but im tired to live.. everything sucks.. i begged God to help for a years.. he didnt helped.. everything just going down.. im dont afraid of death..im living and waiting only to see world end, third world war.. but now i must stop.. i dont know what to do, i want to die or get out of pain..you think its funny?nope, it isnt..

WallaS said on December 27, 2006 9:53 PM:

p.s. now im begging death from that fuckin shit - 'God'. screw him, we living on us own, so if wworld wants to fuck us .. we must do the SAME..

Gremlin said on December 31, 2006 2:08 AM:

God won't help anyone. He put us here to laugh at us. To see who is the strongest, and who are the weakest. The weakest want to die, but god laughs at them too, because he made us not able to kill ourselves. God is not cruel or good, god does not care.

Gremlin said on December 31, 2006 2:09 AM:

God won't help anyone. He put us here to laugh at us. To see who is the strongest, and who are the weakest. The weakest want to die, but god laughs at them too, because he made us not able to kill ourselves. God is not cruel or good, god does not care.

WallaS said on January 3, 2007 7:37 PM:

yesterday i scratched cross on my "fuck" finger..and then somebody asks me : "that is this?"-, i show my all fingers with "cross" finger and say : "its god for you", and then i show just only "cross" finger and say: "and its god for me"..
p.s. good words gremlin

fuckhead said on January 25, 2007 6:58 AM:

Tonight I die!

Tyger's Eye said on February 10, 2007 6:45 AM:

Please don't quit. I know it seems hard guys, I don't know if anyone is reading at this point but please live. Life sucks. It's hard. People... aren't good sometimes but it's worth it to keep going. God still loves you even though the world seems like a cruel joke. Even though you can have everything and nothing at the same time, GOD IS THERE AND HE CARES. Please stay alive, because God made you for something. Because you're here. Because you're worth it and have a purpose. With love,
the Tyger.

All of u have no idea why u want to die. My back hurts, my parents dont notice me, and so on. Until u spend the 10th year, or more, of being alone and I mean no one around to even talk to, then you will know the true meaning of pain. That deep pit in your soul that will never be filled. That is worse then death, not to be noticed, loved, missed or wanted by anyone. Ether God has an extremly fucked up sence of humor or there is no god. Life is nothing but a joke, bound by the laws and rules of man. AND NON OF IT MAKES ANY SENCE! Why cant I do and have what I want? It seems that the majority of people have everything that counts. It just falls into there laps and then have the balls to fucking complain about it! Man if you dont want it ill take it u fuck'n whiney little bitches. Something is better then nothing. Instead of thinking how bad u got it why dont u do me a favor and look around to see what u truely have and realize how lucky u truely are. Your all nothing but selfconceded pestimics that just look for something to complain about that way all eyes are on you. Hopefully some one with half a brain will read this and see through the bullshit of there own vanity and do something constructive rather than destructive. With a tear in my eye i beg u to do that befor u do anything stupid like what im about to do. If u are that person I wish u the best and hope u live the life u want with the people that deseve u. Well got to now the drugs that i took are starting to make the screen fuzzy so i must stop. Good by and i hope u people felt dumb for even concidering half the shit your think'n.

dear god please kill me, my calculus class is so hard my life is over!

WallaS said on February 22, 2007 8:26 PM:

"All of u have no idea why u want to die" -thats true, and its already makes us want death more. i think it would be great to leave this messy world (or beatiful, like someone thought) and feel where gonna go our minds and feelings after body death..somebody says that self-killing ppl hurts others (their parents, friends), but why i must think about them coz after death i wont feel anything, i wont be here, i wont see their pain, i wont exist..i just wont feel world, i would be free, or maybe wont be at all..so why i must care if god dont ? you say he cares ? no, he dont. You just dont see true world side..open your eyes..

Nathan said on March 9, 2007 1:33 PM:

God, I pray tonight for all the people here including myself who feels they've failed in life and no motivation/strength to face the world...you know how many times I've asked for you to take my life away, wishing never to be born at all. Too many have died by they're own hands and many more will follow suit...such a waste. Reveal a purpose and love as we sail in this current abyss, dont leave us to face the torments and failures alone..you brought us here - please deliver us (pleading angrily!) - Amen

ali said on March 17, 2007 5:43 PM:

I wish god would kill me too.
i wish for it every day and it
never comes true. it does my heart good to see so many other fucked up people who wish the same thing. real fucking funny huh?

shelby said on March 17, 2007 6:08 PM:

please kill me ...... please ...... and condemn me to lonliness ..... i cant take it no more ..... i am done ....... please lord free me from this insanity ...... i hate myself more than anything .... i dont desrve this place ... please god take me ....... i am so weak that i cant do it myself ..... this is one last favor i want from u ... please dont turn this down.

WallaS said on March 17, 2007 8:44 PM:

"..GOD does not care",- remember these words by gremlin..

Connor A. ~The Risin Outlaw~ said on March 18, 2007 5:39 AM:

Everywhere I walk, go, run, ride...shadow's fall...Lately, Everynight I have prayed I have asked for the sweet claw's of death to wisk me away, to bring me to rest. I hate this world. I hate myself. I hate what we have all become. Look at ourself's my freind's...

Look what this horrendous world has made us think? That we must die...

That we are awfull...

It need's to be done. We need to be brought to the warm arm's of death an sleep...forever...and ever. Think of how welcoming that sounds...No longer would I cause problem's...I couldn't fuck thing's up no more...I wouldn't have to waste my time in such a sinfull terrible place we call "society" Where everything has turned to the bad...

Death take me away...I do not deserver heaven...or hell...I just want to sleep...To be non existant for eternity...So If it is not to much to ask for a lowly sinner like me: God, bring me there..Bring me to this place I speak of, I would never leave, I wouldn't exist, couldn't think, couldn't move, couldn't cause any more pain in the live's of others.

So take this poor sin filled boy, take him away to this place. I just want to be away from the falling shadow's...and brought into the only thing I want...Peace.

Death Grim Reaper said on March 30, 2007 6:25 PM:

I've read all of your request for me to visit you. I am DEATH. I am the one who is assigned to end it all. You are not the first to ask for my visit...so many, many, many, countless more deep into centuries past have made such request. On my own, and in my own power I would gladely grant your request. After all, DEATH is what I do best. But even I must answer to a higher authority. You would be suprised on how many who have asked for me to visit them before their time have LIVED and gone on to enjoy life and some to make history - to change the world. No, not always with some pulitzer prize or medical breakthru; but with helping a friend, a relative, a stranger - a friend, a stanger, a relative who later become someone great. My job is not to encourage you. That's not my cup of tea. I just kill. I stop hearts. I cause people to have tumors. I take some in their sleep. Others I give devasting accidents. Although, some of you beat me to the punch by taking your own life - thanks. I want you to know that I'm standing right beside you just waiting for the okay from above to wipe you out. But HIS love, patience, understanding, compassion, insight, belief is greater than you will ever understand. He created you when you were just two seperate egg and sperm cells swimming towards each other. He, God, had and has a purpose for you, and HE won't let me join my cold world of DEATh. Why won't he? I guess He loves you so much. He hasn't given up on you, even though you have given up on yourself. Now on the other hand, Satan, who is a really good buddy of mines, begs me to answer your request. He even tries to put traps and lures of DEATH and SUICIDE before you. He wants you to go before your time. Because he knows that their is hope, and that someday it will get better. He knows that despite your perception that you are worthless..that in truth, you are stronger than most people.... In fact, Satan a few of his choice demons are right beside me, and you edging you on..whispering those thoughts of doubt, hate, anger, worthlessness, suicide into your ear. I don't join them. I just kill. I'm DEATH - not evil, not SATAN. I just do what I do - end life - be it human life, a bird, a flea, a flower - whatever...that's what I do. Strange though, I've never wished I was dead. I want to live, so I can KILL. Pretty Ironic I guess. Anyway, ______ put your name here _________, don't worry I will oneday visit you - I visit all humanity at one point or another, only a few have escaped my sting (those few in the Bible stories). Yep, I'll see you oneday. Meanwhile, you best try your darnest to look at the good things you do have. Make peace despite the evil and hate around you. Live my friend. Live. Live. Live. Because, yes, someday I will visit you, and then you will wish so badely for one more inhale of life. Because compared to DEATH, life is so much sweater.

-- signed,
DEATH

Kaza said on April 22, 2007 5:44 AM:

Thanks Death... You're awesome!That's just what I needed to hear. I'll keep on trucking now no matter what. I will at least try harder. :)
Thanks for the encouragement
Signed... encouraged by Death.

Ben Greenhalgh said on April 26, 2007 2:19 AM:

I am the guy behined the camera never in the shot. I am used and never thought of with anything but mockery and disgust. Please kill me and end the suffering you have given me.

tina said on April 27, 2007 7:28 PM:

Dear Lord,
As you know I screwed up my life. I feel sorry for Brad and I. We were the wrong match for each other and you were trying to tell me that but I got biligerant.
Thank you

Just a female (nothing important to say) said on May 3, 2007 1:57 AM:

I do not request for God to kill me. It is foolish! I would rather request the easter bunny to kill me! I honestly think I have better chances of the bunny coming thru on the deal. God if he exists... is to busy to kill me. Why waste his time when there are better things to kill. Such as, My father, babies (lets not ever forget that God is a baby killer) your loved ones, and any one else he damn well pleases. God is kind of like a rapist... a rapist cannot just fuck some slutty girl... he has to physically take sex. He will not just give he only takes. God is a taker. If you are reading this and belive in God, please take a moment and consider exactly what was said there. Dont let the profanity cloud your judgement. Is god a giver? Has he physically given you something? Emotionally? I feel left out. I dont want god to kill me. I want to kill myself. I am a taker! I think faith is so over rated. I have faith that one day I will stop having this feeling in my head. Although the thing that stops it will be the gun shot!

going to die said on May 6, 2007 7:35 AM:

i want to leave my world i dont like to be burden to this world anymore. I will not burn myself because if i was saved then it could become another burden. i was descriminated and depressed in many ways life is for lucky persons yes its true byee...

LOSER said on May 7, 2007 2:43 AM:

Dear God,
Why do you get so much humor from my misery. Why do you never answer my prayers and the only prayer for myself I have ever asked for is for you to take me out. I hate your creation that is me. Why did you make something so despicable and such a loser? I hate you for making my purpose on earth a punching bag, a door mat, a feces infested commode for ppl to shit on me. I know you will never end my life until I want to live. Go ahead and yuk it up on my pain, you have plenty of company

ripped and sewn together said on May 11, 2007 7:18 AM:

i used to be just like everyone here i used to repeat the excact words you know repeat
everything was taken from me
i used to be one of the most popular kids in school, the funniest smartest good with talking to people and women
then everything was being taken away even things i didnt know COULD be taken away like my personality and stuff

It seemes that God left me
i learned to hate myslelf

but let me tell you God is the God of comfort adn he does comfort i will tell u from my life

it is written in weakness we are made strong.

let say this
if you had a child and you loved them would u always hold them in your arms and never let your kid learn to walk just because you were scared they would fall and hurt themselves thats ridicuals
God loves us soooo much he just wants to spend a second with us talking

you may think you weak reight now but you are already strong and u will only become stronger and stronger and people will respect you and you will comfort others just put God in your life and trust him he will make you strong

Google some comforting bible verse and let god comfort you
but dont let the truth of the verse come in one ear and come out the other there not true to you until you except them as truth
thats what my problem was i wasnt accepting the verse as truth but once i di God helped more then i deserve

my prayers are with you all because i know Jesus will make you strong Amen


just google comforting bible verses :)

GOD said on May 17, 2007 2:09 AM:

My Grace is sufficient for you my strength is made perfect in weakness

In repentance and rest is your salvation - in quietness and trust is your strength.

GOD said on May 17, 2007 2:34 AM:

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

this blog comments are nearly to become to sth like memuars of our pain..i dont know how we all have found this site, but it really helps to share our understanding about world and god..it reveals our minds to think that we are higher than other ppl..ppl who dont see other side of living or just dont want to see it..respect 4 all destroyed souls here...

Tammy said on May 22, 2007 5:05 PM:

I want God to kill me, he killed my husband. Then he plunged me into a living Hell on earth. Do you want me to die of starvation, since you took all of my money?? Maybe that is your plan

Tammy said on May 22, 2007 5:16 PM:

Oh yah, one more thing. If you don't send me money for food, than you have killed me.
So I don't have to worry about living this miserable life that you have given me. How long does it take to starve to death????

Tammy said on May 23, 2007 2:12 AM:

Well, I won't be starving to death,since someone brought me over 2 bags of food.

christianbeliever said on May 30, 2007 7:02 PM:

Jesus Loves you, reegardless of what you think of him.

All of you are right about one thing, this world is a hell hole but as a born again beliver of jesus, it does not suprises me because it is written that at the end times all these things will happen.
In summary, the signs Jesus gave were...

False Messiahs will come (Sun Myung Moon is a current example of such a person)

Many people will be deceived by teachers of false doctrine and counterfeit Christianity (for examples of current deceptions and counterfeits, I refer you to Hank Hanagraaff's book "Christianity in Crisis," Harvest House publishers)

There will be wars & rumors of wars (for examples of this I refer you to recent and on-going events such as conflicts with N. Korea, N. Viet Nam, Desert Storm, Kosevo, ad nauseam)
Nation will rise against nation... and kingdom against kingdom (these words are Greek idioms for wars involving many nations. We call them World Wars, and there have been two of them.)

There will be large-scale famines (current examples are rampant famines in Somalia, Ethiopia, et al)
There will be world-wide pestilences (this refers to pandemics, such as AIDS, ebola, et al)

There will be great earthquakes (earthquakes have become more frequent and more severe but "you ain't seen nothin' yet!")

As time passes this world becomes harder and harder to live in. So repend and accept jesus into you life (romans 10-10) and be ready for the second coming of jesus. the time is short and the road to eternal life is narrow. only the people that are truly repentant and have the holy spirit in their life will be taken in the rapture. There might not be a tomorrow so be ready for him.
Gods love does not fade away it is eternal but it is our love for him that fades away. most of us love him for our own needs. once that need is fulfilled, we turn away from him.
we dont even think about god when our life is full of joy, love and peace.

my dear brothers and sisters. i am a born again christian. when i have struggles in my life i turn to jesus and he comforts me. words cant describe it. it truly is supernatural.

Once Lucifer now Satan said on June 14, 2007 4:28 PM:

Ah, misery. Which way shall I fly? All is infinite wrath and infinite despair. Whichever way I fly is Hell. In the lowest deep a lower deep still threatening to devour me opens wide, to which the Hell I suffer seems a heaven. Then must I relent at last? Is there no place left for repentance, nor for pardon, except by submission?-that word which fills me with contempt and dread of shame among my compatriots below, which I seduced with promises and boasts that I could subdue the omnipotent. Little they know how weakly I now endure that boast so vain, or under what torments inwardly I grown while they adore me on the throne of Hell. Still lower I do fall, though high advanced with crown and scepter, supreme only in misery.

Tammy said on June 24, 2007 12:43 AM:

Thanks...............screw you, I have sold all of my wordly possessions to join a monestary.....Thanks for your words of wisdom!!!

why im living ?? i dont understand anymore, i dont unterstand any type of living ... i just dont live anymore.. im no here, plz i just cant die by myself .. write me if you feel same.. plz i ont want to be alone anymore...

who gives a shit said on July 4, 2007 9:45 PM:

i dont want talking out of it i just want to die tell me a way that causes as little pain to the ppl around me as possible

Bill said on July 5, 2007 4:58 AM:

I don't know if this is just a spoof. I don't think it is. I feel how you all feel, death would be a sweet dream, a happy moment, a quiet relief. Then I read all of your comments and I feel nothing but love for all of you.

Find peace my loves.

M&T said on July 12, 2007 3:52 AM:

Anyone who wants to die just lacks patience. That's why God created re(-?)runs, sudoku, etc.
What's the chance that what comes next won't be worse? Personally, I accept defeat now & just try to minimize collateral damage.

Justin Watts said on July 12, 2007 5:56 AM:

Dear Lord,

Take me out of this existence. I'm a selfish piece of shit that is not worth anything. I'm a disgrace to myself & my family so do us all a favor & just take me out in my sleep. Please Lord, just kill me.

Amen, Justin

mmmmmmm said on July 19, 2007 7:58 AM:

dear god. I always talk to u at nights that i need help or i miss u. some times i feel very lonely, i call u and i talk 2 my self and u and my little imaginary angel. sometimes i have met a girl and i liked her, and i came and asked ur help. i can never forget when i was 14 years old, and i had a crush on that girl. u remember how much i have cried?? at least i do. i had crush on many girls. and honestly there were some girls had crush on me. im only 17, almost 18 years old. how but do u remember when i tried to suicide by taking all the pills from my refrigerator when i was a little kid. or how but when i was going to first grader and wanted to go to the park in front of ma school and eventually end up with being lost. that was the first day i learned how to cross the street in Teheran's traffic. and then i cried so much that an angel came and found me and got a taxi and took me to my home. god bless her family and her self. and then i blame my stupid mistake with blaming other students to kidnapping me. or how but the first day in my life do u remember when two angels came to foster child house and took me to their home. yeap. god u no how much thank full I'm 4 everything that u have gave me. when ever i have stoled something or did some thing bad or took some ones right,i end up with having bad luck and very and basically pay back time to u or that person. i no ur out there and listening to us. because i might be only 18 years old but i think i have enough experiences with difficulties and happiness with u that i always saw u as my father, brother, best friend(even after my real best friend narek). god i am donating this letter and my time to u and all the spirits are getting me out when i am in a deep shit. god i no that u brought every one in this world for same reason. the reason is to live. if u cant find the way to live, then god will DEFFINETLY LISTEN TO YOU. trust me guys, me and my mom and dad have been truth allot of difficulties and we have made allot of mistakes and we still do but we are still living for what we have. i now we basically have a house in a city of Iran.THAT'S IT. my parents are still alive 2 see my future and i am alive to at list show them that how much i care for them. God, as a friend, please help every here that needs help. i no 110% sure that who ever said they always asked 4 ur help, u did not help them. its BULL SHI*. but my wise god, we are just humans and some times we just can't take it any more. like i was and some times i still feel like that. but please, as one of these brothers have said, you are our father, Please help them. Don't kill any of them because they don't fuc*ing know the pain that they are going to live for rest of the people that loved him. Show the correct way to them. show them what is good and what is bad. see I never had navigation system since i was born in my empty head. so to get to each point of my life, i had to try 360 ways. trust me life has been really tough for me. but one time i lost my friend areg from car accident. i can never ever forget his mom and his family. every one was in a great pain. see i was not his best friend but i was really fuc*ed up for at least allot of days. neither any of my friends were speeding any more, we use to turn on candle in front of his house. oh godddddddddddddd. i can never forget that pain. please people please. don't kill your self. please, at least have some feeling for other people that care about you or even know you. Life suck but the pain that you live 4 others is 10000000X sucker. GOD I LOVE YOU. ILL DO ANY THING FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THAT IM ACTIOLY GOT WET EYES. okay. hopefully people will learn how to play the game right. don't quit and don't be left over form the crowd.


GOD BLESS EVERY ONE.

sincerely ur son.

eljaytee said on August 4, 2007 1:23 AM:

Hey guy?

Three points here.

Whatever it is that causes you to have diarrhea, deal with it. See a doctor.

When diarrhea does mess up your cloths, wash it out of your clothes yourself.

Whenever you do have diarrhea, or any mess that embarrasses you that other people get themselves involved in, keep it straight it your mind that it's their fucking problem for acting goddamned creepy.

AND DON'T POST EMBARRASSING MOMENTS ON THE INTERNET.

This isn't funny. It is masochistic. So that's three problems, diarrhea, self-responsibility, and masochism, for you to deal with like an adult.

Or you could go on doing self-defeating things like buying pretty little girls drinks hoping to get the sex from them you'll never have.

Good luck.

eljaytee

i dont have an essay to write but i agree i would like to die aswell i cant get on with life. everything goes wrong no matter wat i do.

Dear God

You know I don't ask for much out of life. All I ever wanted to do was live a happy life, and I am sure that is the only thing these people on this message board want. If you won't kill the people who live an unhappy life, can you please help us all?? I am not the only one that needs help. Please answer our prayers..

ben said on May 24, 2008 4:20 AM:

Hey everyone who sees this please dont end it. I feel so worthless so many times in my life. God has given me so many things and i have only wasted them. so many times i feel like a worthless piece of trash and that God is just going to leave me and put me in hell at the end. I know how you feel worthless and hopeless but i know that my God loves me thru my worthlessness. Perhaps we try to hard to satify God and earn grace but God has given us his love already he has already claimed you as his child. And what can change that ,nothing can change the fact that God has called you HIS child. keep holding on He's there with you He loves you and I love even thou i dont know you i know how you feel and gives us something to hold on to each other with. God loves you please hold on, HE will not let you Go!!! Dont listen to those who say anything different they are liars. YOU ARE OF INFINTE VALUE AND LOVED. may the peace of our lord Jesus Christ be with you and bless.

Darrell said on June 20, 2008 2:43 PM:

Lord I pray for the salvation of death as it is the only salvation I have left. I do have the courage to end it myself but somewhere a little voice inside me tells says that suicide is wrong, and I don't want to put that burden on what family I have left

But each day I have a harder time resisting the urge to put an end to my miserable existence. I have no idea what sins I have committed to cause such misery, but I apologize and beg for forgiveness and the mercy of death even a horribly painful death so long as it's quick and gives me the release I pray for.

You won't give me my other prayer so have the mercy to grant me this one Lord please

Michael said on July 12, 2008 4:14 PM:

Dear Christ please hear this plea. Bless these people who have posted here. There pain is infinite. I also wish for you to end my life. I fear eternity in hell and pray for your blessed redemption. My life is pain and guilt. Everything good is lost to me. You know my intentions were just but I cannot bare this any longer. Please kill me and let me be with you in heaven. Bless and protect my children.

You are the savior of the world.

Mike

someone who cares said on August 11, 2008 5:55 AM:

2 CORINTHIANS 1:6&7 NOW IF WE ARE AFFLICTED, IT IS FOR YOUR CONSOLATION AND SALVATION. AND OUR HOPE IS STEADFAST, BECAUSE WE KNOW THAT AS YOU ARE PARTAKERS OF THE SUFFERINGS, SO ALSO YOU IWLL PARTAKE OF THE CONSOLATION.
I have always been a believer in God, but it is only when the gates of hell snatch me and locked me inside with them because of the sins I have done, I regret to this day never following after God and this is why I am suffering. For years the demons raped me and stole my soul and everything that I held precious, they took my worldly possessions, money, family and friends away from me, I had little food and was left with one or two outfits to wear for three years. I became my neighborhood joke, even alcholics cursed me and the children made fun of me and this is my story. I met a couple of people that were in different religions other than christianity. Even one of my closest relative was used to cast spells on me, she was spiritually blind and did not know she was playing with the gates of hell. Well between all of them, I will never forget the day when I experience feeling asthough I was caught in a bottle, trapped with no place to run or go. I knew I was in my home, but I also knew I was someplace else. Then slowely they began to rape me, I could not see them, but I could feel them. Then after a few days a strange spirit of fear came upon me. I became a prisoner in my own home. Then mysteriously they used a wolf in sheep clothing to tell my God wanted me to go to a certain church. Eventhough this church had the appearence as a christian church, it was far from it and I began picking up their negative bad behaviors. On my journey on buses and traines I began to seem them,they look like humans. They have taken on the form of human beings, I even witness and saw them possess human bodies to exist in this world.
They can only take full possession of a body that has an uncurable desease, if you don't know how to cast them out they will eventually take over your mind. These demons are very consistant, only through Jesus christ can you fight them off, but they will continue with their attempts to destroy your body, mind, soul, spirit and your will to live. Remember God and remember, when you think you are going through trials and tribulation its only that you may turn to God so that he may conole you and build your faith in him to save you from them to come to destroy you. Human being who have never fell into the spirit world of hell, can not recognize evil when they seem them because they don't possess spiritual discernment. Howver, there are demons who dress up like believers of christ, but their hearts is filled with evil be very careful they are dangerous. The wolves in sheep clothing is more dangerous than an enemy who reveal himself,because their hate for you is consealed with smiles and kisses with a sweet calm voice, but they are waiting for the opportunity to kill you and trap you through words of hate or thorugh action, but you have to remember you are not alone and that God is with you even though he seem far away he sees all things and know all things and those wicked people who are hurting you will be cast down along with satan forever. But my best advice to you is to remain to yourself, because no one can be trusted, not your friends, family or people. Anyone can be an agent for satan, even pastors. One minuet a person can be filled with the holy spirit and the next minute they can speak the words of satan as you can read in Mathew chapter 16: first Peter was filled with the holy spirt when he confessed to jesus that he was the messiah, and Jesus blessed him and said only the heavenly father could have revealed this to him. Now watch how a few minutes later satan jumps into Peter to stop Jesus from his mission in verse:22 of chapter 6 it says that after Jesus told the descipiles how he will have to suffer and be rise on the 3rd day, that now satan jumps into Peter and begin to rebuke Jesus to prevent him from doing what he came to do and watch what Jesus said to peter in verse 23, he says to Peter, get behind me satan!you are an offense to me, for you are not mindful of the things of God, but the things of men and how many of us is mindful of the things of men. If only we can get our minds on the things of God maybe we can see things more clearly. Sometimes, we have to stand still for a long time and wait for God in our suffering, but eventually he will answer. This also proves that people are not perfect and therefore they can not be trusted, for one minuet they can have the spirit of God and the next be possess witht he spirit of the Devil. I hope and pray you will be encouraged and strenthen through knowing that I have been alone without friends, family or associates for over 4 years, I have been alone many days and months and years I had no food, money or clothes and have been tortured by demonds and evil spirits many years. They have sabotauge, hinder, delayed and slaved and robbed me for years while I prayed to God for hours and years to remove my suffering and oppression, but he never did. I prayed 1 hour during each prayer. 6 am, 3pm, 6pm and even before I went to be. I payed my tithes, I lived in church Sun- Friday. Nothing ever got better for me, nothing changed, and in fact things got worst, they began messing with my health, I began having all kinds of sickeness and deseases out of no where. I never get any rest from my attackers, and God is never around when I really need him so if you think you got it bad, count your blessing because I know no one have it worst than me. Every one has forsaken me and they all hate me now because I cry out to Jesus. And do you remember when the bible say love your enemies. You better do it from a distance, because if you try to be friends with them, I have witness and been a victim of that trap, they will spiritually kill you and if they don't kill you psycally , you will had wish they would have because a spirutal death is the worst, this is why you all feel the way you do, but trust God to lead you out, repent I am sure he listens to those who repent and confess their sins. John 3;16 FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON FOR THOSE WHO BELIVE IN HIM SHALL NO PERISH BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE, FOR HE DID NOT SEND HIS SON TO CONDEM THE WORLD,BUT THROUGH HIM THE WORLD MAY BE SAVED.

please don't think of yourself the way you do, you all have so much to offer, you just have to figure out where you fit in and remember, someone else is always suffering more than you. Be thankful and may God bless you all. Be strong,brave and courageous amen.

someone who cares said on August 11, 2008 6:02 AM:

p.S. I love you all, ready the bible and pray,but also find some thing positive to do with your time, something to get your mind off your problems. Get into art or start a new project, but just keep busy. Most of all get a job, poverty is one of the reason why people fall into hell the main reason why people fall into hell is because they turned away from Christ Jesus and so Jesus allows the devil to attack those who turn away from him.

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